Explaining my absence.

Unfortunatly, I haven't posted in a long time.

This is due to a severe illness. I've been in hospital for a long time and haven't really had time to post a blog.

I'm still up on all the goings on in the world of MCR, my friend has been coming to visit me every day to tell me things.

I hope Bob gets better.
I hope Frank's family are all ok.
If Lyn-Z is pregnant, you can count on me being the first to sign the congratulations card.
GWay telling fans to moan and groan is all fun and games.
Australia, you're in for a treat with the tour. Enjoy it.

I went to my concert. MSI are an entertaining bunch.

I'm not slating them anymore. They're a nice group of people who make entertaining music, just like any other band. Lyn-Z is an increidble bassist.

This will be my last post. The battery on my sidekick is about to run out and I won't be turning it back on. More important things are all around us in the world than a sidekick phone.

I mentioned having an illness and I'm serious when I say it's not going anywhere. I'm not looking for sympathy, just offering peace to everyone. It won't matter in a few weeks anyway. Nothing will, I suppose.

Life is short. Don't spend your time listening to people like me who sit in front of a screen and, using some silly name, use fancy words to get their point across without being brave enough to tell the world their real name.

Thanks if you read the blog, no matter what you may have thought of me. I hope I've at least provided something to read to kill some time.

Love,
Katie Ford.

What is the Real Fan?

As opposed to a Fake Fan, I mean.

Does it make you less of a Real Fan if you're somewhat curious about your hero's life?
Does it make you more of a Real Fan if you stay ignorant and do nothing more than mindlessly buy CDs and go to shows?
Does it make you more or less of a real fan if you don't like someone, and actually have reasons? Remember ElizaGate? I do.
Why is a Real Fan so much better than any other fan?
What is a Fake Fan in the first place?

I, personally, am BAFFLED.

Please, feel free to give me answers because I'd love to know what these Real Fans really are.

How embarassing for me...

I accidently left a comment on a blog last night.

I had two windows open, each with a blog. I put a very nasty comment on one (((It went some like "You suck and go die")) but I put it on the wrong one.

>.<

I personally thought the other blog was hilarious....

I've changed my mind.

I don't believe Loveman anymore, or at least not as much as I used to. A lot of stuff has shifted in my mind lately. I've allowed myself to, for a short time, listen to explainations of certain things.

I'll still read his blogs cause they give me an excuse to use dictionary.com and they're a good showing of the power that lllllooooonnnnnngggggg words have.

Mikey played last night. Good sign.
Frank wasn't himself last night. Bad sign, perhaps?

Do you like The Simpsons? I do. Ralph is my favourite.

Many bloggers are full of crap, yes. Personally, I'm a teenage girl who wishes she had half the sources that some of these bloggers claim to have at their fingertips. I have seven other bloggers on my favourites list. I too would like sources for their info. But we don't always get what we want, and it sucks. There is TWO bloggers that I believe though. Don't ask who because I won't tell you, but they just appeal to me and I don't know why.

But as for being given proof? Looks like we're just gonna have to hang on, kidda.

But was the language really neccessary? You might hurt Lovewoman's feelings. God knows you wouldn't want her writing a blog about you too....

Drugs are cut differently here in Europe.

They're stronger. Alcohol is stronger.

A pissed off and drunk loudmouth's punch is stronger.

Things are different in Europe, my man.

I'm insanely pissed off that I have to deal with MSI supporting MCR at the show I have tickets to. I'm not even sure I want to go now. If it weren't for the promise of many things with lots of ways to get my hyper from some good friends I wouldn't be going at all.

Wish me luck because I make it through MSI's set without setting something on fire, I'll have outdone myself.

You may not have noticed, but I don't like MSI. Never have. Never will. And no, I'm not one of the people who googled Lyn-Z are her and GWay got sweaty together. I've actually known about MSI for about two years.

I'm off to listen to Bullets and try convince myself that its worth it to go to the concert.

Bye bye now.

The power of big words and complex sentences.

I'm in the mood for some Mayonaise...

Acting like you're smarter than you really are, or using really big words, just makes you look like a tool. It makes me laugh that big words put the message, whatever it may be(Isn't that the point?), across better than one or two smaller words.

I can't stress enough how much I hate having to read blogs four or five times before I can actually understand what someone is saying. I'm not trying to act smart here. You can ask the nice girl that I emailed, I don't even know what I'm talking about half the time, so pretending that I do have a clue what I mean would just make me seem like an idiot.

Isn't it just a kick in the metaphorical nuts that not everyone has a degree in English?

Dictionary.com really is a lifesaver, ain't it?

Sharing is caring

I lurk. I post. I'm a very active member. Like I said, all up in your fandomz.

Anyway, a kind commentor asked me to share this:

"Frontman Gerard Way has told ImNotOkay.net that publishers from Kerrang! magazine have put fake rumours of him and lynZ fromMSL, he quoted that he did not get married and that those pictures were a celebration party. He also quoted that if anymore rumours go on the kerrang! website or there magazine he might have a right to sue them. After that we asked him some questions the new album coming middle of 2008, he said "Yeah were really amazed on how quick were doing the album, and we should be able to start recording any day now, and for Mikey to come back in october is going to be great."


The misspelling and not so great grammer is the main thing that discounts this....

Ouch

I make you feel sick? I'm sorry, I didn't mean it the way you thought. Honestly, I never meant to make anyone but myself feel that way.

The other girl got it right, the one who quoted you a few pages after. Although I have to say, I felt pretty damn bad after writing that particular blog. Doesn't mean I'm taking it down though

Anyway.

Nice sweater, GWay. Who bought it for you?

If the rumour is to be believed, the girl who isn't your wife, but a friend from a celebration party.

To believe or not to believe?
Thats a damn hard question.


Wow, I'm getting really boring.

I'm curious.

Does anybody know the link to Already Gone's blog? Ever since LW called us all out, I've been wondering who AG is.
If anyone has the link, I'd be grateful if you posted it for me.

Have you heard the rumour about the new singles? GWay is directing the videos.

I do hope Mama is the next single.

It'd be interesting to see what GWay's idea of going to hell is...

...and if it involves a wedding ring.

Theirs is not to reason why...

...theirs is but to do and die.

-Alfred Tennyson, 1st Baron Tennyson.


Powerful sentence. Powerful meaning. It seems to fit, doesn't it? I cried a little, to be honest, when I came across that sentence while listening to The Black Parade. I don't want it to fit so well. In case your wondering, the song that was on at the time was Famous Last Words...

Who here believes in a higher power?
Who here believes in the after life?
Who here believes in second chances?
Who here believes the smirk outside Forbidden Planet wasn't one of love, but of a growing ego?

I'm done sharing my beliefs, no one cares about them. I just wanna know how come Reasoning Why or Doing And Dying are suddendly the only options that most people in the fandom are giving GWay.

I believe in second chances.
I can only hope you do too.

But third and fourth might get a bit messy.
I can only hope its not truely coming to that.

Dear Love Woman

Hey. Nice to know my blog has been brought to your attention.

Please don't publicly say you want my blog deleted. I'm not much of a threat to anyone, I'm a 17 year old girl who should really be in school right now. I'm not a hater. I'm just way too opinionated for my own good. In fact, I'm wearing an MCR shirt at the minute. The thing is, I'm just expression an opinion. I'm doing exactly the same thing as you.

Veritavenom and The Bleeding Chaos are the same.

Personally, I love your blog, I have it saved to my favourites list. I really think you should keep blogging. I think you're much smarter than most other bloggers, including me, and losing a voice of reason would make the hater-scene much worse.

I doubt that deleting my blog would do much damage to the hater-scene, because I'm generally a small time thing in comparison to you or Love Man.

I've undoubtedly pissed you off, or you wouldn't be referring to me in your blog(Which actually made me smile) so I'm gonna say sorry for somehow making my opinion into something worthy of pissing you off to such an extent.

My name is poking fun at Love Man. Same as yours.

Story. x.



PS, God is for the clouds, not the internet =]

A little too familliar?

Is it just me, and the girl I've stolen this idea from, or does the new message on Buzznet from 'Lyn-Z' remind anyone of Alicia's blog on MySpace about Mikey?

Here is the link to the message.

The whole "I'll take care of your boy" thing is almost exactly what Miss Simmons wrote about Mikey.

I don't buy it, and apparently, neither does the girl who posted the idea on a website in the first place.

And earlier when I read The Bleeding Chaos's blog i couldn't help but go *SQUEEE!* cause she'd said it was nice I support her opinions. Chaa. The thing on there about Nikki Sixx saying women are like posion made me nod.

I've pretty much nothing else to say here, except jeez, this whole marriage thing is lasting WAY longer than I expected! Is she gonna change her name to Lyn-W?

Man, I miss CJ.

Thanks to people who commented, by the way. Was nice to know you agree.

Blog your feelings, who'll ever know?

My beliefs and non beliefs.

Jamia and Frank.

I believe:
I believe she threw hot tea in a fans face.
I believe she called that guy a 'little f*g'
I believe she's a jealous person(Understatment much?)
I believe she took off the engagment ring.
I believe he's covering the tattoos
I believe she's said/done horrible things to fans(Someone I know had an 'encounter' with her, during which my friend was bumped into, intentionally and with intent to hurt.)

I do not, however, believe,(See, I'm not all bad!):
I do not believe he broke up with her for GWay
I do not believe she pulled a fan away by the hair(The rest of teh fandomz present would have taken her down. At least the tea could have been done from a distance.)
I do not believe she cheated on him twice.
I do not believe she's never cheated on him though.(I'll just go run and hide, shall I?)
I do not believe they're already married.
I do not believe they'll last much longer.



I'm a strange sort of person when it comes to this stuff, ain't I?

Well...

You caught me.

But I'm gonna keep going, you know that, right?

You just have to laugh.

Four 'marriage licences' and SIX 'marriage certificates'.

I love it...

Jeez, how does this stuff get on the Internet anyway?
More to the point, who's enough of a sad case to go looking for this stuff?

Kinda reminds me of the time Gerard's driver's licence got online. I have it in my photobucket, actually....

"Sometime its just hard to keep the faith, you know?"

You and me both, girl. You and me both.
However, I'm doing my very best to keep faith and have come across a rumour on a certain site that the reason there's no more screaming is because Frank's throat is going bust, not because Gerard's mind is too fucked up with coke to write.

Bye bye Leathermouth, eh?

Well damn.

A week and half and no annulment? Shocker.

Anyway, BEER TOWN has recently come to my attention.
Ah, yes. Beer Town. Is it a nickname of a place or something?
If not, it's just as classy as his marriage.

There's a little switch on the back of my head. The top says "GWAY NOT ON DRUGS" and the bottom "GWAY ON DRUGS". The switch is currently resting in the middle.


Then there's this other switch on my neck. More a dial, really.
The numbers around it go from one to ten and they're degrees of my faith in the band and it's members. Its at ten and always has been. I tried to get it up to 11, but then I figured that if I just made ten better, I wouldn't need 11. Geddit?

And then I have another switch. It's just on the small of my back. It flickers around easily, but I'm learning to control it. This switch is the most important switch. This switch controls how much I believe what I read.

Anon-I believe.
Love Man-I believe.
Mayonaise-Hmmmmmm
'Tink'-I'm not overly sure of
^'Tink' left some comments on Mayonaise's blog. Go read.

Being all up in teh fandomz sucks that way.

I said I was able to control that switch a little nowadays. I never said where I was making it rest.

And don't you think that Mayonaise is trying a little too hard to act smart?

So much better off this way.

In a way, I guess its better that I'm, in effect, preaching to an empty chapel.

No one reads these. Well, no one comments anyway, but for arguments sake, lets just say no one reads the stuff I spew out.

No one reads these.

If people were to read them, keep track of them and comment on them, then I'd be one of the ~zomz h8turzzzz!!!!~.

But without people reading these...

I'm just another fan with an unread blog, expressing her opinion. Not getting in anybody's way.

A Story Teller. Hence my name.

Oh, and so this post isn't just a bunch of nothing, here's a link to a blog that really intrigues me. Two blogs, actually, so if you read and don't comment this, at least comment them. They're much smarter than I am.

Veritavenom

Unconceived Truth

Oh, and happy birthday, Mikey.

I do hope Gerard's one week anniversary isn't getting in the way of his celebrations....

That gets annoying after a while.

Playing silly little games, are we? I've always known thats why Eliza was so hated, but what about Gerard?

Gin bottles in your tour bus..."Apple cider"...That glazed look that every Revenge Era fan hated...Hmmm. Old habits come back on you like a bitch, huh?

And I'm not some digusted fan, remember?

Mayonaise needs to put the PS in capitals.

Bad Grammar bites.

Sometimes I just can't help myself....

So how much was the ring? It looks just like the one Eliza wore....

How about a game of Spot The Difference?

Lyn-Z has nicer hair and Gerard isn't as greasy.

You know I just hate it when I'm on MySpace and my friends, my wonderful friends, are so happy at the sight of Lyn-Z wearing a ring, or Gerard wearing that t-shirt. It makes me feel bad that I can't sit back and smile with them.

I was never really one to follow the crowd.

I'm willing to bet if my friends knew I was one of the people who was publicly hating on Gerard Way's marriage, they wouldn't like me as much. Shocker? Not really.

To The End

Thats the promise of a wedding, right?

To The End.

I guess To The End doesn't mean much anymore. After all, in Famous Land, marriage is the new dating. Classy, really.

That's the great thing about a computer screen. Sarcasm means nothing. It's all just read in whatever way by whatever person. Isn't it fantastic?

I wonder what it said on the invitation. "Come one, come all, to this tragic affair" would have been quite fitting, don't you think?

I'd love to know if she's pregnant or not. When I type shotgun, you type wedding.

Come to think of it, I'd love to know if Eliza is really pregnant. What was it again? "All the while her being pregnant by another man,"

Now. Let me see, what else have I got to say?

Oh yeah. Ok, so here's the thing. The reason I made this blog was to express my opinion. Not to watch people pass me off as knowing something they don't. I've said it before, this is nothing of an insider's info thing. I'm not Love Man, I'm not Love Woman, I'm not Mayonaise and, unfortunatly, I'm not The Bleeding Chaos. I don't know a thing about his sins and I'm damned if I know a thing about hers.

She's not my style, remember?

I want to make a quick reference to the comment on my first post. Firstly, thank you for commenting. It was nice that you took the time. However, I'm not bitter about anything. I really have nothing to be bitter about. I'm just a bit vexed(Toilet paper word of the day).

Ah, I love how the other 6 and I are all so very serious. It's a sort of irony that it makes me laugh. I guess my sense of humour escapes me when I've got my tongue between my teeth trying to keep myself from typing the way I normally do. See, I activly use very popular fan sites and someone might figure me out.

Can't have that.

The Bleeding Chaos

You should all go read that blog...

Here's the link.

http://thebleedingchaosreigns.blogspot.com/search?updated-min=2007-01-01T00%3A00%3A00-07%3A00&updated-max=2008-01-01T00%3A00%3A00-07%3A00&max-results=6

What happened to Never Marry?

The first week of marriage is always is always the hardest. Or so I'm told. How does it feel, being tied down? Or knowing that she'll be there everyday in Europe?

There'll be no more slipping your best friend the tongue onstage. That'd be cheating.

The fanfics have stopped. Well, at least the ones that I've seen.

"Author's note. I can't even begin to think about writing anything more now. I'm really annoyed that he's spiralling downwards. I want him to be happy, I really do, but I can't smile. All I can see is the end of MCR and my heart is breaking. I've booked my seat at his funeral. I hope to see you all there."

How very cheerful.

You all have opinions on that girl. I personally think she's very upset because everything she once thought was stable is falling apart.

I have a lot of sympathy for her. I hope she feels better in a week when the word "Annulment" is being thrown around the rumour mill.

My opinion of one Miss Eliza Cuts is changing too. I hated her a lot back when she was "the invisable girlfriend" but now I have to admit, she may have been misjudged by thousands. I'll always have that stuff in the back of my mind that she's an idiot and a bit of a fool(Steady on, wouldn't want Miss E writing a blog about me) but she's still been hurt.

He Said He Would....Stay Forever....
Forever....
Forever Wasn't...
Very Long....

I'm listening to Revenge right now. Earlier, I was listening to Bullets. I've gotten into the habit of spending the day listening to the albums in order. It gets depressing after a while because hearing the lyrics go from 'haunting' to 'crazy' and the vocals going from 'throat operation in four years' to 'the occasional growl' isn't that nice. TBP was a triumph, epic. A great album. But compared to Bullets? Compared to Revenge? It makes you wonder who really done all the work in this album.

I hope his first week of marriage is going well.

Do you?

Let me introduce myself...

Call me Story.

I'm not in 'the industry'.

I haven't seen GWay's 'behaviour' like a certain six other bloggers have. I am a fan, chances are, they are too. Chances are, I'm the only one admitting to my fan status. I'm a lot older than 12, unlike most of the fans, so I'm hardly naive enough to think what I have to say will be greatly appriciated. This is only how I think things are going down. If I wanted to try pretend to be someone I'm not then I'd pick a better user name. As in, not one derived from one of the others' names. Unfortuantly, I didn't pass english as well as someone else did, but I'll try to keep myself composed.

Are you sitting comfortably? Then I'll begin.

Do me a favour.

Look at the things the other 6 six bloggers, and you know who they are, have been saying.

How many linking stories can you find?
Better yet, how many contradictions can you find?

The one that got me was the one about the stars.
I wonder if you're brave enough to say that you believe it?


"Gerard Way is the biggst coke head I've ever seen,"-You all know who said it.
Isn't it just a little bit too hard to completely block it out? Isn't it just a little bit too hard to avoid the sunglasses? The twitching?

"He's always twitched,"
Isn't that my point?

Isn't it a bit hard to believe that his coke head wife won't drag him down further?
I'm not her fan, if you hadn't noticed. I never have been. They're not my style.

On websites, I have a whole section of my profile dedicated to GWay being my hero. I've always been a bit of a liar.
He was my hero, once. Maybe he still is. Honestly though, he's falling from grace in my eyes. My own fault, of course, for putting him on the pedistal.

He's falling from the rock god pedistal in spectacular fashion, hasn't he? I doubt he put himself there. He hardly went up and beat Billie Joe off it with a baseball bat. Other fans put him there.

You know who has him pinned? Bert. Former friend/drinking partner/lover/whatever you want to call him.

Faking sober
I wonder how long it'll take before the masses start chanting "Annulment"?
I wonder how long it'll be before the word "Divorce" is thrown around?
I wonder how long it'll be before even the strongest fans notice the cracks?

I already have it written on my wall at home.
I'm giving good odds on six months.
I hope it takes longer for them than it did for me.







It's all about Love, Man.












Right?